Simply Beautiful

Why?????!!!!!

Where should I begin? I'm not sure. My mind is kind of in a mess right now. I though all these while it was going so well. I though I was tough enough already but why. I don't understand. Why was I shaken by that few words? Whatever that you say I normally will just take it as a joke but this time, this time something seems different. It seems so real. Is it for real?

I've come this far....so far but why did I let it slip away? Where did I go wrong this time? Why do I even feel the pain when it has nothing to do with me?! I feel like I've fallen back to square one. *sigh* Why now? Why now off all time? Have I not have enough in my mind already? Or is this a punishment? Must I really go through all this again? Why do I miss that pair of eyes that sparkles? *sigh*

I don't know how much I can take anymore. I really feel like giving up everything. I feel like dying. It feels as if all the air have been sucked out of me and its so hard to breathe. I can barely catch my breath. Please. I'm begging you. Give me the strength. I know I should not give up so easily. I know I might be better off or more fortunate than others but all of these is just overwhelming. It's driving me nuts. My exams are near and I'm not motivated to study at all. I really feel like I could lose my mind anytime.

- Always & Forever -

Thinking Of You

The past few days was feeling pretty emo and low. I'm not really sure what was the reason but two things came across my mind. Mummy and cancer. No I'm not refering to my mummy. *touchwood* Suddenly remember a lady who was like a mum to me and most of my gfs. She's my friend's mum, whom I've known since I was Standard 1. Suddenly missing her and can stop crying when I think of her these few days. 5 years passed and I can't believe that I still cry thinking of her. She's like the best mum in the whole wide world because she was sporting, caring, friendly, loving and etc. The trigger was perhaps Mother's Day is just around the corner (next week) and also a movie that I watch recently title Tokyo Tower - Mom and Me and Sometimes Dad.

Here is a dedication for all the mothers out there:-

I am a cook, a housekeeper, a parent, a teacher, a referee, a nanny, a nurse, a handy man, a maid, security, and a comforter. I don't get holiday, sick pay, or a day off. I work through the day and some of the night. I am under paid and over worked. Now tell me that YOUR job is harder than mine.

P/S: To all the mothers, Happy Mother's Day!!!!! I love you mummy~!!!! *muacks*

BEAUTIFUL~

Quite A Journey - Part 2

Well I'm pretty lazy to update.....just a continuation of outing on the following week. As the saying goes, "A picture is worth a thousand words"  =) 

Location : Red Box at Low Yat Plaza

Location : Sunway (Lunch, Skating, Arcade, Shopping) & PJ (Dinner)

MovieS!!!!!!

Why does all the good movies have to be out when its near exams???!!!! It happens all the time!!!! *sigh* Looking forward to watch some of them which are out, will be release this coming week and also in May. Click the links for trailer. Enjoy~

Shutter Island

Ip Man 2

Iron Man 2

Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang

The Prince of Persia - The Sands of Time

Cop Out

Quite A Journey

Well I'm suppose to update my blog last week but things keep popping up and thus no chance to update. Well there isn't much to update as life have been pretty much pathetic plain and bored everyday at home. Suppose to study but am not motivated at all and I ended up doing everything else but study. So dead. *sigh* How to pass my CIMA like that????? (>.<)!!!!!!!!

However last week was quite of a journey compare to the usual routine day. Family went back to Penang for Qing Ming but I wasn't allow to follow because I have classes on the weekends. *sigh* But luckily my parents did bought my favourite biscuits back for me =D

Back from Bidor

From Bukit Tambun

My fav!!! From Ipoh

Also from Ipoh

From Bidor =D

Last week Monday was basically fun whole day especially night. My gfs suddenly call in the evening and we did it pretty randomly. Off we go to Kuala Selangor to watch fireflies and had seafood for dinner before Loh and YY left for S'pore. Here's proof! LOL!

Bottle water sold there

As on Tue went to watch "How To Train Your Dragon" in 3D and my first time trying Carl's Jr. Not bad but the portion isn't as big how people said it was. Most of us order set and all of us are able to finish it.

Wed, Thur and Fri was home most of the time. Yes, I was at home on my birthday. LOL! Did not went out to celebrate with anyone. Only had dinner with my family and that was it. Birthday isn't much of a big deal to this family. Its just another ordinary day. Thats why I'm thankful for all the sms, msgs on my wall and calls from my friends. Thanks to all of ya!

As for shows, I think I've cut down ALOT on my movies. I've no idea where did all the time I wasted on since I've not been studying as well. Sleep or perhaps the TV and surfing the net. FML.

As for the new playlist, it consists of songs from my idol. (^^) My all time favourite idol and 1 song from each album. Just upload it to dedicate for my own birthday....so enjoy~ hehe.....