Babblings

How do you live with someone who despised you? Who loose faith in you? Who doesn't trust you?

You don't. You move the fuck out of there.

Trust isn't something that comes naturally especially when one has tasted betrayal a few times. It's not easy but once you let that person in and they betrayed you again, it's like dying again and again.

But what to do...I'm a hopeless fool when it comes to love.

Welcome back~!

It's been awhile since I last updated. Again another new year has come and gone. And how different is it this year compare to the others? Well CNY this year seem rather short. Time spend with cousins was also much shorter since most of us are already working. Hmmm.....hopefully for the coming events we can spend even more time. Can't wait for June to come around. 

What does the new year brings for me? Well lets see, I'm currently back to reading storybooks. A hobby which I've abandoned for a couple of years now. Currently am addicted to Lauren Kate's books. It all started with Fallen which I read last month. Now am continuing the sequel, Torment. Not done yet but should be soon. Can't wait for the 3rd book to be release!!!! Passion~* Which is believed to be out in June~!!!

Now why does all the good things come in June. Well I guess I'll have to just stay hopeful now :)

F*** off~!

All I get from you are lies. One after another. You call yourself friends. Fake friends more like it. REAL friends don't do this kind of things~! If you did not want me to join in your sessions or what ever meet up don't bother calling me ok~! Stop pretending to call yet inside your heart you do not even want me to go! Fuck off la~!

Dear Diary

Its not pain nor is it a burden. It is love. It is the pursuit of happiness. Am glad how things turned out to be. As times passes by, it does help...ALOT. Time is all we need to prove it. May God bless you with eternal happiness.

Finally the big day is here! Been waiting and was pretty anxious but it was a fun yet tiring day =) If only we had more time to spend together. Will look forward to our next meet up again my dear friends. (God knows when will it be. Hopefully after exams!) Take care amigos! Will miss all of you very much. Truly, Madly, Deeply. (just like Savage Garden)


Stay strong. Stay tough. There is still a long route for you to travel on.

La la la~

First it was your age, now it is your name that I've known. You seem to be pretty popular in here don't you??? *hmmm* I guess you also know that since whenever you pass by, you can always hear giggling sounds echoing after you and that accidentally overhearing someone calling you handsome. Hahaha.

Oh my, so much I want to talk about but am so not in the mood to update and babble and babble and babble. My head just hurts so much. Sigh. Work. Stress. Tension. Its all coming back. Dam dam dam!

This is for you.

My Favourite Mistake by Sheryl Crow (currently playing on playlist)

I woke up and called this morning
The tone of your voice was a warning
That you don't care for me anymore

I made up the bed we sleep in
I looked at the clock when you creep in
It's 6 a.m. and I'm alone

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I was just beginning
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake

Your friends are sorry for me
They watch you pretend to adore me
But I'm no fool to this game

Now here comes your secret lover
She'd be unlike any other
Until your guilt goes up in flames

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I'd gotten used to spending
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake

You're my favorite mistake

Well maybe nothin' lasts forever
Even when you stay together
I don't need forever after
It's your laughter won't let me go
So I'm holding on this way

Did you know, could you tell
You were the only one
That I ever loved
Now everything's so wrong

Did you see me walking by?
Did it ever make you cry?

You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake


p/s: This week's playlist is Sheryl Crow. Awesome singer!

Random Thoughts

I do not and I guess I will never understand how some people can be workaholics. Was it because of the money???? Was it because there is nothing interesting in life except for work??? Or was is because they just love working??? LOL!!! I guess I would never understand it at all. Life without any FUN would kills me faster. I wonder how do you stand it???? All I ever see you do is work, work and work. No children, no sports, no life! The only enjoyment you seem to have in your life is sleeping. Have you not ever want to go for holidays??? Where's the fun in your life man~! Keep all the money for what???? As much as you might be the one who inherit the company in future...but still....get a life will ya???? You have a wife for goodness sake. I wonder what kind of person is she. Someone just like you (a workaholic)???? Well, may God bless you two with all the happiness that you need. Who knows....maybe you're very happy with your life the way it is. This song is dedicated to you. [Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z ft. Alicia Keys]