February updates

Was suppose to update yesterday but I was feeling emo and pretty pissed off so ended up no mood to blog. Why? Thanks to my fucking hp. Dunno what happen.....suddenly all my inbox messages were gone without me knowing how or why it happen. 250++ messages gone in the blink of an eye. *sigh*

Well Chinese New Year is about to come to an end and how has it been so far? Hmmm.....so so ler....this year just don't have the mood thou. Getting back with my cousins are always updates of our lives. I'm pretty happy for 2 of my cousins who have found their other half. A new start of life! And hopefully they can faster get married so that I can have a little niece or nephew to play with =P

CNY this year I realise there were alot of first time things that happen. Like my first time going clubbing. I though my first time would be with my friends but it was with my cousins and cousin bro's friends. Well we were suppose to go for karaoke but there were no more rooms available so the guys decided to go Voodoo for drinks. Mind you, I was wearing pink that night! Pink! Who the heck wears PINK to club! (>.<) ZzzZZzzz.....no eyes see....so most of the time I was sitting upstairs having drinks in the pub and only went downstairs twice for dance. Something happened that night and well I don't feel like talking about it. Like what my gals would always say, what happens in <place> stays in <place>. So what happens in Voodoo stays in Voodoo. This year is also the first time during CNY that I never took any pictures. Usually with the gals but that night we didn't take pictures at all. We ended up talking from I think 10 something at night til 6am! ( is the first time as well) So much to catch up on....hehehe....

Last week I was pretty free so I watch 海派甜心 [Hi, My Sweetheart] and managed to finish 14 episodes in 2 weeks time. Surprisingly because until today I still have not even finish watching 學警狙擊 [E.U]. I guess I lost interest in it due to delaying so much and it has been more than 6 months now. Anyways, I love 海派甜心 because its very funny. A comedy romance kind of show. And their soundtracks are nice as well! Which can be found in 杨丞琳 [Rainie Yang] and 罗志祥 [Show Luo] latest album.

罗生门 [Rashomon]

雨愛 [Rainie & Love...?]

My favourite songs from 雨愛 album are 雨爱 and 匿名的好友. As for 罗生门 are 习惯就好 , 生理时钟 and 爱不单行. All the songs can be found on my latest playlist. Enjoy~~~

Love At First Sight

I never believe in love at first sight until the day I met you

Instantly I had a crush on you

We started out texting before we started talking

It was like a secret affair before we went public

As we did not mentioned anything to anyone

You taught me how to love and not to hate

You taught me to be responsible upon myself

You showed me how the impossible becomes I M Possible

You told me to be strong even when you yourself was feeling down

I've seen the many facade of you even in a short period

I've grown to love you more as the days goes by

The pretty eyes that never fails to sparkle

The cheeky face that is often so adorable

I felt in love everytime when I see that face

But things started to have a turning point

As much as I tried to ignore it, it never goes away

The arguments were more frequent than ever

You and I both hated arguments

And finally, things had come to an end faster than I could imagine

You gave up despite all that we have been through

I hated you at first, but it did not last

For my love for you was far too strong

You often told me not to make you my everything

I listened but never try to make an effort

And thus here I am feeling lost

Days passed and the road ahead was nothing but rough

It was often dark and rainy days

For I could not control my emotions and cope with the stress

Now that you are in the arms of someone else

I have to learn to deal with it

For I do not exist in your eyes anymore

You've said before what matters is not the past but the present and future

I may never be the same girl I used to be

For I believe that everything happens for a reason

In fact I should not be a girl anymore

I have to grow up and become a young lady

An independent and responsible young lady

You used to teach me how to become a young lady

Stopping me from looking at things that don't suit my age

Teaching me to be lady like instead of being boyish

To me, you really are a someone special

One that I won't forget and might never encounter again

As much as I do not want to, I have to

Learn to let go of the past, learn to let go of the pain

A friend of mine once told me, "What's not yours will never be yours"

I couldn't agree more

For I believe, "What is yours will always be yours no matter what"

I have tried my best and now its time to move on

Open up my mind to see how beautiful this world can be

There is more to love that matters

Taking into account the little little things that might seem unimportant

I must be brave to walk again even if I might fall again

I must learn to move forward and not hold back

As much as I'm afraid, I'm still learning

Just like learning to ride a bicycle

You've made an impact in my life

And it has changed me in some way

Thank you for everything

-Always & Forever-

Before I end the post for the day, I would like to wish all my dear readers a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day. May we all be blessed with unconditional love and abundance of red packets. =)
And a new playlist with my favourite love songs. Enjoy~~~

Romance

Today was browsing through the list of movies and thinking what to watch and suddenly Love Actually came to my mind. Well I've watch this before but don't know why the sudden urge to feel like watching this show. Perhaps cause Valentine's Day is around the corner? Thou this movie was more for Christmas but who cares?! Love is all year round and it doesn't need to be on that special day =)

Anyway, am pretty looking forward to the new movie title Valentine's Day. Since this movie starred alot of hot hot actors and actresses. (mostly actresses =P) So hopefully it would made my day. Here's a trailer of Valentine's Day.

Random

Bored bored bored......so bloody bored staying home for 2 freaking weeks!!!!!! Only went out once during the weekend. First week at home was still alright with the house chores and getting ready for CNY. CNY is drawing nearer....hmm....not feeling the mood thou. Perhaps its cause results will be out 3 days before CNY and alot of things will be different this year. The feeling of CNY isn't really what it used to be anymore. I wonder why. As we age, I really think we worry about so much things. Even when you're sleeping you'll still think of it and get worried. *sigh*

Entertainment for the week.....well....mostly are girly once.....wasn't in the mood for anything else.