Love At First Sight

I never believe in love at first sight until the day I met you

Instantly I had a crush on you

We started out texting before we started talking

It was like a secret affair before we went public

As we did not mentioned anything to anyone

You taught me how to love and not to hate

You taught me to be responsible upon myself

You showed me how the impossible becomes I M Possible

You told me to be strong even when you yourself was feeling down

I've seen the many facade of you even in a short period

I've grown to love you more as the days goes by

The pretty eyes that never fails to sparkle

The cheeky face that is often so adorable

I felt in love everytime when I see that face

But things started to have a turning point

As much as I tried to ignore it, it never goes away

The arguments were more frequent than ever

You and I both hated arguments

And finally, things had come to an end faster than I could imagine

You gave up despite all that we have been through

I hated you at first, but it did not last

For my love for you was far too strong

You often told me not to make you my everything

I listened but never try to make an effort

And thus here I am feeling lost

Days passed and the road ahead was nothing but rough

It was often dark and rainy days

For I could not control my emotions and cope with the stress

Now that you are in the arms of someone else

I have to learn to deal with it

For I do not exist in your eyes anymore

You've said before what matters is not the past but the present and future

I may never be the same girl I used to be

For I believe that everything happens for a reason

In fact I should not be a girl anymore

I have to grow up and become a young lady

An independent and responsible young lady

You used to teach me how to become a young lady

Stopping me from looking at things that don't suit my age

Teaching me to be lady like instead of being boyish

To me, you really are a someone special

One that I won't forget and might never encounter again

As much as I do not want to, I have to

Learn to let go of the past, learn to let go of the pain

A friend of mine once told me, "What's not yours will never be yours"

I couldn't agree more

For I believe, "What is yours will always be yours no matter what"

I have tried my best and now its time to move on

Open up my mind to see how beautiful this world can be

There is more to love that matters

Taking into account the little little things that might seem unimportant

I must be brave to walk again even if I might fall again

I must learn to move forward and not hold back

As much as I'm afraid, I'm still learning

Just like learning to ride a bicycle

You've made an impact in my life

And it has changed me in some way

Thank you for everything

-Always & Forever-

Before I end the post for the day, I would like to wish all my dear readers a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day. May we all be blessed with unconditional love and abundance of red packets. =)
And a new playlist with my favourite love songs. Enjoy~~~