What a week!!!!

Well the title sort of says it all as this whole week was basically rushing to finish up our assignment which is to prepare a business proposal in a week's time!!!!!  We started having discussion on Monday and Tuesday and start to do the work on Wed but during Thur morning around 2am I was told that there might be changes in our proposal and there we go. Start from stratch all over again on Thur with a new concept. Stayed in WL's room til it was dinner time and after dinner was back to work again. I went home at 1130pm and was to continue with our work til 630am only did I went to bed. As for my dear other group members were only done at 730am. Poor chaps.....what would I do without them...hehe....I'm so lucky to have them...blessed....

When most people are busy, their mind will surely won't be thinking of anything else but to finish up their work. As for me, I dunno why, was thinking of him more than ever. Weird I know. Kinda miss him pretty badly this week and not sure why. Perhaps its cause his birthday was drawing nearer. So through out the week was pretty emo for me as well. Tiring was a sure thing due to lack of sleep which causes pain all over the body plus being emo just makes me get fed up even more easily. *sigh*

Thou we have summit our assignment on Friday we still need to get ready for our presentation on Wednesday and also RCS test on the coming week and the week after is SM test and SFM assignment to hand in. Gosh.....so much to do yet so little time. *sigh* Have to cross my fingers and stay strong no matter what. I can't afford to loose it right now as much as I want to. I can't fall sick.....I can't keep on thinking of him.....I hate myself for being like this. I really dislike the me right now. This song really suits me alot. Just the typical me. Dam it.

Title : Had It All
Singer : Katharine McPhee
Lyrics : -

Why'd I have to go and be a fool again
Why'd I have to go and make a big thing outta nothing
I didn't know what I had
'Til you were gone
It was right in front of me
All along
And now those days, of same old story
Are feelin' more like faded glory

[Chorus:]
I had it all
I threw it all aside
Thinkin' there was more there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all

So where are all the fireworks I thought I'd see
I still haven't found the magic I was lookin' for that made me leave
Oh, no
I traded in my comfort zone
For empty nights of bein' alone

[Chorus:]
I had it all
I threw it all aside
Thinkin' there was more there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste

Why did I believe that a little voice
That led me down the path to this bad choice
Why don't I listen to the angels
When they sing, oh yeah, they sing
Oh yeah oh

[Chorus:]
I had it all
I threw it all aside
Thinkin' there was more there I needed to find
I had it all baby
'Til you went away
Blue skies, sunshine and butterflies
Those were the conditions that I left behind
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all
Why did I let it go to waste
I had it all

Why'd I have to go and be a fool again