And I Miss You So~

Sometimes I wish I could just go and be with you

Forget about the world, forget about the people

Forget about everything else and just leave.

It's not that I'm afraid of dying

Because people will die eventually

It's more of living that I'm fear of.

So much of baggage to carry on

So much of things to worry of

Sometimes it just wears a person off.

I'm so tired of facing so many things

But then again, it's not my style.

I know that one must face hardship before the easy living

I know that I musn't be so selfish to just leave like that

For I have filial duty

And I know that I must not give up upon myself

Cause if I do, it is the same as suicidal.

It's that time of the year again

Another year has passed so quickly

Lately am feeling pretty low, emo

And have been thinking alot about you.

How are you? How have you been?

Having a great time there?

Did you miss me?

Did you come to visit me?

How I wish you would visit me in my dreams

I miss you terribly

And I feel bad for not being able to visit you again this year

It's been 2 years now.

Mum said that every year around this time

There will be an insect which enters the house

Whether its in a form of bug or moth

I din't notice them.

But I saw one this week at home

Pretty I would say

Was it you who have always come this time around?

But no matter what

You do know how much I love you right?

I love you more than anything else in the world

And it's everlasting

I may not be visiting you but the rest of them will

And I know you'll forgive me

For it is just inevitable

As much as I want to skip them

You know mum and dad would surely disagree.

I always have the idea of writing a letter to you

Then burn it with your other belongings

But I don't know to write in what language

If it's English will you understand?

My Mandarin on the other hand is poor.

Therefore, I hope you'll just wait for me

Perhaps 30 to 40 years later?

I really hope that I'll get to see you again

As I've so much to talk to you.