What a dream

I woke up this morning with tears flowing from my eyes

I was awaken by the dream that I had

A dream like never before

Even seem pretty silly to me

It was touching yet scary

[The Beginning]

I was watching behind a glass door [the two way kind of glass]

Seeing my diploma mates happily walking away

It was like they were going for a celebration

And all I did was just stood there quietly to avoid them

Why was I even avoiding my friends?

It was because of the secret that I'm keeping

Later on my advanced diploma mates asked me out

I did went out with them but avoided drinking

And was also very careful at picking my food

It was because I just found out not long ago

That I am two months pregnant

I didn't know what to do

Didn't dare to even tell anyone

Not even a soul and definately not my parents

For I was afraid

I seem to be on a probation for work

My colleagues called me a few times only did I realise she was calling me

There was so much in my mind that I lost focus

And was doing my job so slowly

My boss gave me a bad remark for performing poorly

Suddenly I left and walk into a shop by the street

It was more like a gallery

But it is filled with baby items

From baby clothes, toys, and many more

Suddenly a couple came in and have a look at things

I overheard them saying XYZ designed the interior

They were praising XYZ on how beautiful the interior was

It struck me a little for I know XYZ

But that person isn't an interior designer

All of a sudden I drop on my knees and started crying

People were looking but I didn't bother

At that moment I wanted mummy so badly

And she suddenly appear behind me

She scolded me for being silly and told me that she knows that I'm pregnant

Then I ask her how she knew

She just said she did [A mother's instinct I guess]

Then she told me she even called my grandparents and told them about it

I was like, "What????!!!!" and stood there speechless

As she continued on asking me who the dad was

I was reluctant to say anything

For it was over between us

She said, "Ok then....that's fine...." and hugs me

I was touched at that moment while she comforts me

And at the same time I saw XYZ standing at a corner looking at us

XYZ seem rather upset

[The End]

It was the hugging part which got me touched for I think in real life my mum would have kill me already. LOL! It's touching cause mum knows how I was feeling and she came to the rescue. The scary part was me becoming a single mom. I don't want that to happen for it is not easy to be a single mom.

To me, I don't quite understand what this dream really mean because it consist of the past, present and future. Well I surely won't want this kind of future. *pray hard* Maybe because I'm too stress and worrying so much for the external exams lately plus with all those late night sleep and lack of sleep just mess up my sleeping time. *sigh*